fdfdsa
lol is it good luck or bad luck i dunno.
I’M SICK NOW XD
that means i din go to sch today.
hazel said it was a waste of time anyway.
but i also missed the hp meeting.
and training.
anyway, gonna see the doc later.
get a mc or sth.
bleh this is the last wk of sch.
endure !
ps. the more i listen to ye qu, the nicer i find it.
hes a genius!!
whee i’m gonna camp at popular 10 am tmr to get the album =))))))))
dddd
lalalala.
i’m bored.
i’m over the results trauma thankfully.
now just waiting for 1st nov to arrive– and november’s chopin too =)
oh well.
going for the magazine distribution thing on 14th to 18th nov.
will remove some of the boredom of the hols i hope.
hmm.
ah nee’s leaving.
shall miss her.
=)))
the meaning of life
whats the meaning of life?
i know thats damn cliche, but hell.
i really dunno.
should i quit hp just because i’m doing so fkin badly in lit now?
i like lit, i like hp.
but im really getting the feeling i dun belong, i can’t blend in, i can’t be good enough.
this is a serious deadlock cos if i quit everybody will start to despise me, evrybody i know including non-hpians.
i’m really confused now.
thanks ben though for the encouragement.
i guess i’ll “follow my heart” and stick with it for awhile.
if none of the teachers forces me to quit that is.
as quoted from ah nee on my lit script,
“this is a disappointment, simchun”
“you’ve undone the improvements made throughout the year”
sigh.
ffffffffff
oh well.
did reasonably well for chin and eng i suppose.
although i screwed all my sciences up and got an overall of b4, b4 and b3/a2,
i still have a1s in maths chin eng to pull me up.
so now i’m just waiting for lit which i dun think i will do very well in.
anw, my msg for this yr shld be arnd 2.sth.
quite bad cos so many ppl getting 1.sths.
sigh nvm.
get thru happy le.
oh yea and dear jijo wrote “god almighty!” in his eng essay script and the marker put a “no swearing!” in return.
thats funny.
anyway, ye qu is damn nice can.
damn damn nice.
and believe it or not, i still havent gotten sick of listening to yiluxiangbei!
wowow.
11th november. COME SOON.
gir
must be the aftereffect of reading ben’s post.
now i’m starting to get this feeling of.. i dunno.
quite nervouus.
hes right.
what if i flunk everything and tio 4p.
hopefully i won’t.
but all the same, i’m starting to wish tmr would never come.
trainings starting tmr.
but only needs to attend 2 wks, cos the rest’ll be for team only.
whee.
suddenly feel a bit empty inside.
oh well.
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYBODY. and myself.
cheerupeverybody.
nfaoidnon
MAN THESE FEW DAYS ARE SUPER SIAN.
boring dead dead boring.
whole day did nth but play com surf friendster and bloggs.
11/1 – November’s Chopin!!!
woohoo
sigh
bleh.
today was a meaningless day.
passed so quickly and w/o anything special.
woke up at 8, went to sch for some moe maths field testing paper shit.
anyway.
the questions were like maths olympiad qsn liddat.
so in the end everybody just wrote rubbish and left early.
othr than the pros that is.
anyway.
stoned at home the whole afternoon.
ben wanted me to go town watch movie.
but dunno why i abit sian.
dun really feel like going out.
wanted to sleep but played com and lazed around.
will be getting back half the results on monday.
hope everything goes well.
*prays
rockinroosevelt
was listening to 933.
cos it’s the new jay single’s global debut tday.
anyway
this dj was saying sth abt tdy being franklin roosevelt’s anniversary or sth.
anyway.
she mentioned that roosevelt always chose to vet the wadeva letters even after his secretary finished typing it.
so the secretary was puzzled at how come the president always chose to do this.
she thought she was making mistakes so she kept trying to do better.
but roosevelt didnt stop vetting all the letters.
finally one day she asked him how come he always did this.
he said,
i always type parts of the letter myself so that it wouldn’t be so dead.
but it would be more humane and warm.
i dun want the ppl to think that i ONLY sign all my letters.
the dj continued by talking about how theres a gap among everybody with the improving technology and all.
about whether we shld engage in more person-to-person communication than using smses…
oh well.
guess its true to a certain extent.
haha.
i shall learn from roosevelt when i become president next time.
xie xie.
tmr’s bio.
good luck to mee.
diofnaoidn
woohoo.
only bio lit chin and eng papers 2 left.
of which ONLY bio needs preparation, and lit maybe abit.
oh well.
gonna flunk bio.
but hopefully i can get a1 for my langs.
anyway maths was soso la.
i think its supposed to be freefrag like the physics paper.
but i forgot how to do a few parts la dammit.
i think still can get a1 lol.
unlike chem gone case.
went to the row of coffeeshops opp. bt timah plaza after the paper.
al-azhar restaurant. muslimm.
with ben hazel chaiyi ahjin.
ate EGG ROTI PRATA.
and milo dino!
damn nice.
and the rain was so cooling.
saw that sm who lives near me and take 67!
but this is the third day i’m taking a 171 home and transferring to lrt.
all with ahjin.
oh wells.
shall start mugging bio tmr and hope i’ll manage a b4.
