JAYDABEST

sucks.

integrity?

i dont need ppl to tell me whether i have it or not.

like wtf, he’s just so damn narrow minded and petty.

i dont give a bloody damn already.

the words stretched across the entire length of the whiteboard.

pro huh.

anyway, it stayed for the entire day. lucky there werent many different lessons.

ah i dont wanna talk anymore about it already. its rather disappointing, such attitudes.

Oral Defence today was weird indeed. ms fooyy and linayong were my judges, and when i started talking they started laughing to themselves already. very unnerving. and when my presentation ended, linayong only had one or two questions which i smoked for a bit. and msfoo had no questions but corrected my pronunciation of novel. not no-vel but nor-withoutthe’r’sound-vel. anyway, she told me to put sth extra in my intro. yeah and when she said thats all i was stunned. cos the q and a was supposed to last around 5 mins, and the ppl in front of me all seemed to take quite long. so it was very scary. halfway through msfoo started giving her trademark stare, and i tried not to look at her too much.

ah well. that’s all. there’s only 2 more days to exams, goodnesss.

so i skipped school today. cos i thought today would be an effing waste of time. plus i didnt wanna go for history reprelims or whatever shit that i think slim’s already forgotten about. and lit lesson which wont help for exams but will require a lot of work. and assembly, english and chinese and physics that wont make a diff for exams. i had reservations about skipping geog, bio and maths though. and anyway, i regret it now. cos nobody will bother to do much for lit anyway, and i can just cock up an excuse to not attend reexams.

so today there was maths. and daryl called just now to tell me that ang was extremely pissed. cos apparently a lot of ppl from other classes ponned today and by his lesson he stepped into class and asked whos absent and it turned out only paul sean hazel and i werent around. so he exploded and wrote our names on the board and mentioned a lot of stuff about us being disrespectful and he’s not our teacher and he’ll not mark our exam scripts properly and so on. and since i handed in my work early ytd, he picked on my mistakes purposely in front of the whole class.  and kept calling names like idiot and so on.

okay i can’t deny usually hes a nice person, nice teacher and so on. but i think this time it’s overboard. but we can’t say anything cos by right we’re in the wrong. but it’s perfectly understandable, don’t you think, to use ONE day whr there’s only one or two impt lessons for revising at home. and the most essential fact is that its not as if we usually skip sch. just this once and he cant wait to pounce on us.

like wth. i just sent an apology sms over and he’s daoing me now. win alrdy la.

anyway i dont wanna care already. if a teacher who has taught me for two full years now dont even wanna trust me enough to be sure that i know what im doing and that i never mean any disrespect, what’s the point of me feeling so guilty now? at the most tmr let him screw me for a bit, bear with the embarrassment and just forget it. tmr is the last lesson already anyway, i already apologised and there’s nothing more i can do. so guilt, just go away pls.

furthermore now isnt the time for such stuff already. pls dont let this spoil my exams mood. and pray that he’s through feeling angry.

i’ve mugged hard for 5 hours straight, beating my own record by quite a lot, unlike certain ppl who mugs 7,8 hours everyday(((((:

anyway its good not signing in to msn while you’re doing work. it’s pretty distracting. hence i’ve discovered that if i dont sign into msn its actually quite good to study at home yeah. so im gonna try that for these few days.

so for this week, and the two weeks of exams starting this coming week, i’ll be boycotting msn except for the weekends.

i’ll stick to my resolution and i’ll really seriously i swear, start working hard. its not that difficult right i just did it today! so im proud of myself; i’ve never stayed still and studied for more than 2 hours for a veryveryvery long time already. the last time i mugged so hard was like, psle? ahhhhh.
anyway, i’ll still post short updates here. it’ll be my only form of escapism, though short, blogging and bloghopping.

and i also plan to sleep early– before 12 every night starting from tonight.

good night all.

Hi Boys,

We will be having Lit for a run of three periods tomorrow.

0800 - 0840 History lesson given to Lit

1250 - 1330 Lit lesson as per your time-table

1600 - 1640 Geog lesson returned to Lit

Hahaha! We shall have a jolly good literary time together tomorrow.
Never happened before in my lifetime as a Lit teacher. Let's drink
to this!!!!! 

Mrs Laura Ng  

HAHAHAhHAHAh.

im gonna laugh until i die la.

oh and i bit into a sugared bread full of ants this morning.

cos i was like half awake then i just held it in my hands and took a bite.

then suddenly i noticed there were little particle-like stuff on the thing that i’ve bitten from. and they were like MOVING.

so i spat the whole thing out straightaway and had something else.

anyway, this time next week i would’ve already completed my english paper, omg.
so from now till then its gonna be chionging and chionging.

pray for the best!

hello! look at this:

While we are not going to dictate
what you should wear, here are some things to take note of:
Dress Code: Smart Casual
Not Allowed: Jeans, Bermudas, Shorts, Sleeveless Shirts, T-Shirts,
Slippers, Sandals (Leather Shoes highly recommended)

Posted on the emb.

I think the person who wrote this is damn lame.

First, THEY are not gonna dictate what we should wear. but we are not allowed to wear practically everything. Next, the dress code is “smart casual”, but jeans, shorts, bermudas, tshirts are not allowed. RECOMMEND leather shoes somemore. ahhhh so smart so casual eh.

ok i dont really care about grad night, though we paid 60 bucks for hilton. its gonna be the ppl we see in sch every day also what, hahaha.

The last week has mostly been mugging and sleeping. Its only one more week left to exams, and this friday is oral defence. and we’ve got to show laurang the play by monday. please please persevere, i still cannot get myself to focus 100%.

lastly, i dont go around leaving stupid messages, with or without my name, on tagboards (or at least most of the time). i think ppl who do it are too free.

thats all. goodbye.

woohoo i love my room so much, dont you love it too?

it’s been like that for the past 2 days.

im packing my stuff into files la.

so now everything’s still strewn on the floor, just that instead of paper its colourful files and folders already.

im gonna flunk bio spa 4 as well. for the conclusion i wrote 1) if universal indicator turns blue, means blablabla. 2) if universal indicator turns dark green, means that blablablabla. 3) sama sama

then 4) if you dont get any of the above colours, there is an experimental error and you are strongly advised to carry out the experiment 2 more times.

i hope that didnt sound too off. and tht the marker has a sense of humour. cos i wrote “squeeze the dropper”, which didnt sound very correct uh.

ah heck, its all over.

im mugging hard now, every single subject seems to have its own bigshitload of work. ahhhhhhhh

so i’ve been browsing through quite a number of chatlogs with certain ppl on msn. i dont know, but it generates quite a weird feeling inside. sour and bitter, tsk.

i’ve always thought that i could express myself easily and smoothly, esp through an online medium. i dont know if its my thinking that has changed or i speak/type without thinking, but it’s really quite scary, reading old or not-so-old chatlogs.

i’ve also blog-hopped, landing at the blogs of many ppl i know but dont really talk to nowadays. although im almost always quiet, like many others, im reading(:

i played cs just now. bad time, i know. but spare me, it’s only once in a while. lost my touch though, if i ever had any. i wanna install css back. after the exams i guess.

speaking of css, i went for the other css today with hazel. compulsory study sessions for the zibei-ed. quite humiliating, but its slightly helpful. i finished the entire maths ws by myself within the span of 1+ hours.

told daryl and sean today im gonna aim for 1.5 for overall msg, which they sniggered at, thanks. sounds impossible i know, given my msg now is more than 3 times that. but overall takes into account everything: oral participation and ace. with the exception of the sciences i shld have nearing full OP for my subjects already, so thats a plus point.

and on a lighter note, i think im the world’s lousiest practical student. so far i’ve managed to screw up almost every single Practical test for physics chem and bio. today saw me maintaining my consistency. preparing standard solution is supposed to be easy right. right, but i dont even remember how to weigh out one gram of the powder and use the stupid weighing machine. and mrssow as usual was nagging by the side… “theory cannot, practical also cannot, how ah simchun????”

so i just gave her a blank smile. after all she gave us a few hints along the way, and its this very quality of her that makes us laugh, just like how mrsgoh, lilaoshi, mrang, mrsu, slim, mrng and laurang make us laugh. yeah i suddenly feel that all the teachers are becoming like our friends nowadays. there’re the occasional scoldings as usual, but lessons are much lighter-hearted and teachers are friendlier and funnier, so it makes us less sleepy.

mmm im sure gonna miss high sch. but hope i wont get to stay for another year uh.

one wk has past and i still hvn gotten the video from vivi!  nvm, next wk..
regards all.

wth.  SPA 4 went horribly wrong.

for physics i forgot to include the releasing of the spring in the same position so its like a crucial step missed out. and theres sth else i did wrongly too i think, can’t rmb what.

but that can’t beat chem. omg la i wrote so much but im probably gonna get an L2. the question asks us to plan an experiment to decide on the concentration of 3 different concentrations of HCl. so at first i was laughing cos i thought can just insert universal indicator into the solutions and see for yourself the acidity level. but after awhile it didnt really sound like an experiment to me, and besides, i couldnt rmb the colour change anyway.

so i decided to write down: react HCl with CaCO3 and count the number of bubbles formed, the more the bubbles the more concentrated it is.
applaud for me please.

how would i know that when they react the CO2 produced would just rush out in a spurt of effervescence and its gonna be impossible to see the bubbles being formed not to mention counting them.

omg la. and i still thought i was so clever by stating that we should carry out the experiment in a beaker instead of a test tube so that the bubbles wont overlap and its more accurate.

lilaoshi was funny today. “我要吃饭＂is everyone’s msn nick now, hahahahaaha.

okay good bye, im gonna go do maths((:

today marks the 5th anniversary of the 911 incident, but so far nothing has gone kababoomed yet. i still rmb what i wrote last yr:

Sep 10 2005

wah sian.
school is reopening soon!
in 1 more day to be exact.
tmr is sep 11.
wads gonna happen?
lol hopefully terrorists go bomb our sch.
JK
i’m jk any terrorist reading me pls dun bomb hci.
hci is not hwachonginstitution.
bleh.
hci pls dun sue me.
read disclaimer.

ok now on a serious note.
i’m still left with geog and hist, maths and a whole bunch of ace.
after the whole hols all i’ve managed to do is a bio ppt.
and sabbat report.
and 2 maths qsns.
and i still dun hv the motivation to keep on going.
I”M SCREWED.

thx nigel for offering to send me ace but
I CAN DO IT.
gogo.

so many similarities, yet so different.

for one, i only did one bio ppt this sept hols as well, and quite a bit of maths. and nigel did offer to send me ace again, just a few days before the hols.

whats different this time; i guess i have more motivation. not much much more, but at least i dont have a “whole bunch of ace” to do now. only 5 chem and 2 physics. thx to projects and hrp which hopefully can get me 5 across all subs.

yeah so today also marked the first day of the last term in my last yr as a secondary school student. got back the 2nd maths revision test- HORrible. i happily squandered all my time away at some question in the middle of the paper and i didnt even get to attempt the last 3. so it was like 15 points deducted automatically. and they were easy questions! damn it.

and we ARE gonna do a HIC play!!!!!!!!

daryl jerry and i sat at adam food centre this afternoon to brainstorm the plot for our play, and its gonna be a parody of desperate housewives. so theres gonna be a lot of slut roles in the play. not bad la, as laurang said proed hp has a lot of good actors. daryl……………… hahahahhahaahahahahhah.

okay man, chem and physics SPA 4 tmr with a one hour break in betweeen. mmmmmm nth else GOOD BYE GOOD LUCK WORK HARD!