AHHHHHHH
i dont believe this i just found my LOST letter to stalker in my bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
like covered under a pile of papers.
to think i so frantically searched the places i had lessons that day.
and all along it was in my bag!!!
NVM i am damn happy now.
even though i flopped yet another history test
and the impending doom thats called maths assignment scheduled for tmr.
ah ah ah.
oh well! 
Massive stonage
Right. today was one of the most stoned days in my life at college so far. Let’s see, i knew it was gonna go all wrong when:
- i got into bed at 12. and i couldnt manage to sleep one bit all the way until 5.30. i was just tossing and turning, thinking and thinking (surprise, about dramafeste, hic, hp in high school, relationships with people, blah) , until i got tired of thinking so much and tried counting sheep. counted until 120 but didnt work so i stopped. but i was up at 5.30 feeling like i didnt need more sleep.
- i forgot my ezlink had no money and it was quite malu. but thank god calvin was on the bus so i just took 60c from him. thanks dude((:
- this ny prc-lookalike girl kept pushing her bag at me. i was sitting, she was standing backfacing me. i dont know why, but i got damn fedup and just shoved back.
- but anyway, reached school feeling like a zombie. again.
- my stomach kept giving its occasional rumble. it was kinda distracting at times.
- lunch was shit. no appetite at all.
grumble of the day was definitely losing the letter i just wrote last night, to stalker, after history, most probably in the LT or something. damn it, and i only realised after the day’s lessons concluded. but it got me pretty upset for the rest of the day. quite dumb.
but all in all, today was a lousy day cause i felt like shit. no not emo. just a bit temperamental and mostly a fogged-up brain that caused apathy in everything around me.
and i dont know why.
but i think i need sleep.
ps nickfoo kena flagpoled today but the video wasnt well taken so i shall let it rot in my phone for now. plus it wasnt on target. please try again tmr ppl.
i need goodies)):
i’ll say this for the second time– it sucks to be sick on cny!
after i typed the last entry, i went to lie on the bed cos the pain in my stomach was getting unbearable. so i fell asleep. and i woke up at 11.30 to puke. and for the entire night i got up around 8 times to puke and laosai. ok i’ll cut the gross parts out. but it really felt like shit for the entire chu er. stayed in bed for the entire day cos my stomach was feeling so bad. and i kept puking. and a 38.9 degree somehow developed and i felt achy all over. and i only consumed 2 cups of maipian the entire day. the rest i all puked out. haha.
so i went to the doc’s at night cos all the panadols and pohchaipills didnt work. she said might be uncooked food from steamboat during reunion dinner. ah. anyway she gave me meds and although it didnt look like it had effect, everything is mostly gone now, after lying in bed for most of the day. except for the periodical jab in the stomach. i just heck-cared and stuffed myself with amos cookies, and jellies and seaweed. theres so much more i wanna eat)))):
i have mc for tmr. but it looks like im going to school since i’m almost fine now. see how la.
man i hope this doesnt happen again.
byebye.
Sick
Man, it sucks to be sick on cny. this morning i woke up with a knot in my stomach, but i thought nothing of it. but after breakfast i felt jittery all over, and had a mild headache. so i popped painkillers.
so we went over to my granny’s afterwards, and there i told ppl about how bored i was and everything. but i had a bit of fun playing with the babies yeah. then around evening time my stomach decided to contort itself into a ball or something. and at the same time there was this painful cold all over. so i took two panadols and came home around 7 plus.
i just took these pills for stomach flus or something. and im still required to have those for my cough and phlegm, for they’re not gone yet.
crap. cny cny, why liddat.
Should have’s
ah ah. i get this feeling very often. when only after something happens then i’ll keep harping on what i should have said, should have done. when slim called me to berate me for screwing up history, i froze up and just said sth like i didnt study. but after that it occured to me i should have told him something closer to the truth, and might save a bit more of my ass, that i wasnt even in school the day the lecture took place. and only after the ice-pop selling shit yesterday that a thousand other things to say, should have said, came to me.
and like i always postpone my blogging periods, but afterwards i forget what i wanted to talk about, and i think to myself i should have blogged like earlier.
i dont like getting cold feet, having nothing to say and such. it gets on my nerves. and i really dont like the continual recurrence of should-have-this, should-have-that’s. it bothers me how i could have done better, how i might have left a greater impression, and everything.
okay. for the 87495198th time i think i’m incoherent. i must come to post more often((:
im blogging lesser and lesser): weekdays, even if i come online, i don’t have the motivation to type a long entry. and i dont like posting short ones. and sometimes i wanna post pictures, but feel damn lazy to upload them onto photobucket. ah well.
so wed was crosscountry as well as vday. thankiew angel, mortal and everyone for the gifts(: (: I REALLY FELT GUILTY NOT GIVING ANYTHING BACK OKAY )):
though actually i’ve noticed that most guys dont give anything. it’s the girls who do. shame on you, males. ah.
after the firedrill, ms liew asked if i was gonna apply for hp again. and i told her no. again. and the tendrils of uncertainty and unease tickled me again. damn.
thurs after school went for facdance practice and then dragged dijie to go tenmile with me to buy the icepops. oh man the price was just <3. so we bought 500 of them = 4 boxes = us lugging all of it back to my house, me dying. then we went to dine at macs, and talked for awhile before going home. the rest: calvin yuxuan qinsheng and yiyuan assembled at my place around 10 plus to 11. to settle the icepops which have nowhere to reside for the night. thanks to lynn and her mum the 7-11 near coro allowed us to store them in their fridge so my dad sent all of us plus the pops there. at like midnight. the rest tonned outside with the seniors for the night while i went home and slept(:
cny at college was great. selling ice pops was a rather refreshing experience, though it hurt my throat quite a bit. profit of about 150? not bad!(: ares won fac dance, yay<333 apollo one was good though. i think their jackets are damn cool. but anyway, we had class lunch at kap after the celebrations.
rested for awhile at home and after dinner went out with my family to do last minute wardrobe shopping(: then it was to the docs for my one-week-old cough. dramafeste brought me a sore throat which somehow developed into that cough. speaking of which, im still missing it): and i wanted to give cards like some others to the cast and crew, but i procrastinated and now its the freaking holidays already.
i dont dont dont feel like doing hw. especially maths. it makes me feel like i have wood for brains.
aiyah. screw pictures. i am damn lazy.
HAPPY CNY EVERYONE.
ps. to all emo ppl, and there are like so many right now, plea-ea-ea-ea-ea-ea-ea-ease CHEER UP LA. the world around you is filled with friends who wont fail to lend a ear and let you share your woes. let it all out, it’ll help(:
At long last
I am back(:
and i cannot cannot cannot believe that dramafeste is over. cannot.
the past 2 weeks have been truly crazy and hectic, yet tremendously enjoyable. dramafeste 07 concluded with a bang despite the disappointing truth- we didn’t win Best Play. i really really felt we deserved to win it, seeing all the hard work that we put in and the fact that so many ppl have given feedback that Ares should have won. but heck, we put up the very best show we could, we won 3 awards and kudos to cast, crew, backstage, costumes, shumin, the fac comm and all Aresians who were so supportive.
i lost my small bottle of ‘tears’ which i used for the last scene. cheat a bit luh, hahaha.
anyway.
thanks daryl, sean, kelly, marilyn, louis, calvin, msliew, eileen, dijie, yiyuan, mrteh for the msgs and wishes and encouragement (:
thanks fac comm, costumes girls, 07A13!, msliew, Stalker haha, nicole,kim,heather, evelyn for the cards and flowers! <3
and thanks stalker! for the lemonhoney and green thing((: and msliew for the gingerbread(((:
these few weeks have definitely left an everlasting impression on me. the auditions where i had persuasions to be michael but stayed firm to max:) the practices which went up the intensive slope to the point where we stayed till 10-11 every night. the lines and actions which never stopped being improvised -.- and the bonding with everyone(:
for now, pictures… not many but heck.
(:
ryan!
susannn(: [sorry anna i lost yours already):]
director shumin! and pseudomogsusan
ryan and his mog
see no evil, say no evil, hear no evil!
not gay.
the wanker rolled yinghao’s ball on the grass wth.
emo.
panda.
tranny, panda and chaota.
ryan is gayyy
cross-dressing! too bad i dont have pics of qs and bryan in ny skirts.
end of the 2nd night.
oh ya…
HAPPY BIRTHDAY monkey(: i’ll get you sth soon la, dnt fret((((:
meanwhile you can enjoy my injured foot
see the swell man.
Anyway.
i just wanna say,
THANK YOU ALL :D:D:D:D:D:D:D
<333333333
