JAYDABEST

okay so tmr is my big day. even though it isn’t so glamorous now that nearly every male around me has been through it already. anyway it’s still a milestone of sorts i guess. haha. civilian no more.

have not blogged as much as i would have liked. no choice la the past few days have been going out and going out and more going out with the friends and nick. and times at home = sleep or bejeweled or fifa or just lazing around. sigh the past few days really flew by in instant it’s unbelievable how much i’ve been looking forward to tmr but dreading it these few days. boo.

the past couple of days i’ve been bothered by stuff that rarely affected me. but it’s okay. i think it’s not very possible to make everybody in the world like me (enough) anyway. i don’t really feel like trying any harder, even though i am probably not trying very hard now. i am still very confident. or will try to be. quality, not quantity. okay this is like self-comforting ha.

anyway, don’t know whether i’m more excited or nervous now. wah wah wah. byebye hair!

EDIT: My Phone is damn screwed up, so some smses i don’t know the sender!!! and i can’t reply to it either. so whoever sent the good luck message and i didn’t reply, THANKS LOADS here hope you read this hahahaha